feeling much much better

hmmm i feel better today... well not 100% but healthwise mas okay na rin. emotionally i don't really know. still confused about things... i still feel sad and restless. hindi ko rin talaga alam eh. pero at least wala na masyado sipon and hindi na ako nagsesneeze. grabe naman kasi nung friday, parang matatanggal na yung ilong ko hahahaha.

mga kasama ko sa work!

pics ng mga officemates ko! madami dami rin naman kami.... 12 ata kami in total? nice naman diba? enjoy ako sa work...

i'm sick....

hay.... i have a bad case of colds... hirap na akong huminga grabe.... i'm with friends right now... i'm happy but at the same time sad rin naman.... well masaya naman kanina eh tapos bigla lang naging sad....hindi ko alam bakit...hindi ko alam kung dahil ba sa may sakit ako or dahil kasi i'm just so sad lately...hay weepy nga ako lately eh. i hate this feeling. sana talaga matapos na...

the grayness of everything

i don't know why... but i'm so sad lately. hindi ko na nga maintindihan sarili ko. just the though of writing this blog makes me cry.... i guess madami nga lang talagang unsolved issues sa buhay ko right now and its catching up on me... i feel so weepy all the time... tapos pagod pa from school. sakit na nga ng mata ko eh... hindi naman ako pwedeng matulog nalang palagi kasi i have to study for my tests.... ewan ko ba naman kasi anong meron at yung mga teachers ko eh yung mga mahihirap pa eh...

i feel that there is something uncertain in my life... i feel something is lacking but i don't know what. parang meron akong hinihintay pero wala naman. i feel empty but i don't know why.... parang lahat nalang andun sa gray area na hindi ko maresolve. im so confised about everything... i want to sleep but i can't....have lots of things to do....

hopefully, this phase in my life will end soon. can't take more of it. i think i'll get mad or something

tiring first week

oh gosh.... had a very tiring first week. may marathon pa from my marketing class to my history class. fr. arcilla is so..... boring. i didn't even realize that he was already discussing our lesson and take note! this is the first time that i heard a teacher telling his student that their output is not important! i guess that's what makes it boring... there is no interactione between the teacher and the student... oh well...

i feel restless once again... i don't know why exactly. i'm afraid why i am feeling this way. haven't felt like this since last june... i hope i can figure out soon why i feel this way. it is giving me the creeps....

guess won't be able to update my blog as often as i want to. so tired, by the time i get home all i want to do is just go to sleep...

back to school

hmmm... back to school again. was able to arrive at home last night by 8pm. took a bath and tried to study but then.... i was too sleepy. i slept at 9, planned to wake up by 2 to study but wasn't able to. eventually i woke up around 6.30am. oh well. still so sleepy... but i'm at work now so no chance of that happening. hehehehe

class!!!

sunday..... tomorrow will be november 14...classess will start once again. i'm excited and sad at the same time.... sad because of my schedule and teachers but then happy because i'll see my friends once again. actually.... sem break was fun but kinda boring in the end because you do nothing.... i know that once i'm in the middle of the semester, i'm sure i'll be wishing for vacation once again. hahahaha.

starbucks moment in hk

starbuck in hongkong. hanggang hk talaga hindi pa rin pwedeng hindi ako magcoffee!!! hehehehehe.

complete hs barkada

way back in december pa nga to.... pero eto lang yung pic na complete kaming 5 eh. since andito si tin nung mga panahon na iyan.... hmmm sa pic na to.... i think mga 25 pounds palang nalose ko nyan.... hay sana umuwi na ulit sa tin!!!

hanggang trio lang ata talaga...

hanggang trio lang ata talaga kami... si lar, diana and me yan. not my best picture.... hahahaha. ako kumuha niyan. kaya tuloy half lang face ko. took it while waiting for rialto....

grad pic ko to four years ago.... during those times....i was really fat. as in obese. not that im very thin now... but well you can see the difference naman na diba?

enchanted kingdom....the magic continues

pic ng mga sumama sa ek. :). pero hindi naman kami complete dyan.....

hmm....last time na pumunta ako ng ek kailan pa nga ba? first year high school pa ata ako nun. syempre hangang ngayon di parin ako nagrarides.... hehehe. sinakyan ko lang rialto. masaya na ako dun.... besides masakit sobra katawan ko dahil sa bench press... pero kahit na ganun... i had fun rin naman....hindi ko lang maintindihan sarili ko nawala wala ako today. my sense of direction completely got lost!!! hahahaha. pero nakauwi pa rin naman ako. nadelay lang ako ng mga 30 mins.... got lost going to alabang ang going home galing e.k. hahahaha. hay....pagtawanan nalang ang sarili :)

sem break

hmmm....sem break is almost coming to an end.... i didn't really do anything that productive but i must say i had fun. really did everything i could do to enjoy my break from school. going to ek tomorrow with my blockmates. hope to have fun. will be with my college barkada. pero tatlo lang kami ulit. ako, si lar and diana. ang sad hindi makakapunta si chen and si rica...

work...

hindi pa ako bumabalik ng work.... actually hindi ko nga alam kung makakawork pa ako next sem eh... depende pa talaga sa schedule ko eh. ang pangit kasi ng random number ko kaya hindi na ako umaasa na makuha ko yung mga okay na sched. pero sana talaga....

gusto ko sa work. masaya dun eh... masaya yung experience na nakukuha ko dun. and syempre yung mga tao dun... hindi ko lang sila officemates. i consider them my friends narin. :)

hay.... ang hirap naman ng ganito...yung hindi mo alam kung ano mangyayari sa hinaharap. oh well....i can only hope.

grades...

got my grades today.... higher than i expected. i expected a q.p.i of 3.17. it was a great shock to receive 3.33.... sayang lang coz .02 nalang dean's lister na sana. but then again....okay na rin! masaya na rin!

who would have thought na makakakuha ako ng B sa thesis class ko? mangaragngarag ako kay soledad reyes ano! pero i must say ang galing niya! sobrang okay na teacher! ang dami kong natutunan sa kanya kahit sobra siyang nakakatakot. alam mo yung feeling na pag siya yung teacher mo parang yung end result mo sobrang ganda na, maamaze ka talaga sa sarili mo na nagawa mo yun. kung ano yung level mo, she expects higher than that. :)

wacky pic

wacky pic namin ni rica.

sadako look

sadako look or wasted look? hahahaha

freaky chen

hehehehe loko pic ni chen and rica. niloloko ko kasi si chen.... sa philo kasi sabi na pagmagulo daw yung buhok at unruly nung medieval time...branded as witch. so eto ang witch branding of chen. hahahahaha

overnight sa pampanga with college barkada!!!

pic namin ni chen and rica nung nagovernight sa pampanga last october 28. sayang di nakasama si diana and lar. hindi tuloy complete yung barkada....

hmmm for the first time palang ata ako magpopost about them....

actually hindi naman talaga kami naging magbarkada till second year na... nung first year friends pero since iba sched ko sa kanila hindi ganun kaclose pero nung second year naging barkada na talaga kami. sobrang bait ng barkada ko...tandaan ko nung naaksidente ako sa school talagang sinamahan nila ako sa clinic tapos hindi sila umalis until nasundo ako ng brother ko... and syempre andun sila nung nagstruggle ako after my operation...

thankful ako na nakilala ko sila sa college. alam ko sobrang rare lang na makahanap ng true friends sa college. madami na kaming napagdaanan ng mga friends ko. maging teacher mo ba naman si edilberto jimenez for theo 121 noh! tanda ko pa talaga sabi ni sir jimenez, i don't suggest you team up with your friends coz it might hurt the friendship...dito ko napatunayan na ibang level ang friendship natin!!!

dinner out with friends

i went out for dinner with my high school friends. i don't if it's politically to correct that they are may barkada in high school... but in any event, i'm happy that we are still able to meet once a month to talk about nothings and everything. sad lang 'coz wala si tin eh!!! sana sa paguwi ni tin dito sa christmas magawa namin to!!!

oh and for the first time, wala sa amin ang may dala ng digicam. unbelievable. hahahaha. nagulat nga ako na walang dala si mel eh hahahaha.

gym

at long last, i went back to the gym! hahahaha. may arms are aching. oh well... but i feel good going back to the gym. hmm.... back to work next week!!! enrollment.... since i have a crappy random number.... i don't know what will happen to my sched! i can only hope for the best...