hmmmm

hmmm...life has been really hard for me lately! well this sem was pure hell! at first i was on cloud nine! well, june and july actually! after that, it was pure hell. i was really hurt and stuff. the pain and anger was there, i haven't cried yet so i don't know if i have really moved on...

as my friend chen would say, maybe i could say that i have finally moved on when i can finally think of him without anger and pain. without thinking of anything else other than him as being someone, as a person.

looking at the bright side of things, my grades are really high this semester. i never expected it. it's just sad that i won't be able to reach the q.p.i. requirement to be a dean's lister. oh well, in any case, im happy about it.