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the greatest shock of my life!

grabe! sobra akong nashock. dumating ba naman si "that man" sa bahay namin. i was so shocked. i mean napagusapan naman namin ni les na okay lang na friends sila eh....i don't have any issues about that pero naman sabi ko, wag na siyang pumunta sa bahay namin ano. so nagulat talaga ako na andito sa bahay. buti nalang hindi ko siya nakita. i swear hindi ko alam ano gagawin ko pagnagkita kami. ibang level talaga. sumakit tyan ko ng sobra. now i know how it feels to say butterflies on my stomach. akala ko maheheart attack ako. im glad he's gone.

in the future siguro pwede ko na siyang makita pero not now talaga.

bum 101

hmmmm isip ko mahirap rin ang maging bum! pero talagang sinusulit ko na!!! tutal pag may pasok na ulit for sure wala nanamang tulogan yan!

bakit kaya addicted ako sa coffee? kasalanan talaga yan ni les eh! siya ang palaging nangungulit sa akin samahan siya. kaya ayun. addicted narin tuloy ako!!!

starbucks with friends....pero way back in july pa to!

pic namin ng barkada sa starbucks! we try as much as possible to meet once a month. dinner muna kung saan man. usually sa greenhills area lang yan! tapos syempre coffee after! magulo talaga pagmagkasama kami!!! pero masaya ever! kabaliwan na masaya. ang daming kwentuhan kasi eh!!!

starbucks moment

i'm here at starbucks in ash creek. this is virtually my third home. hahahaha. friends ko na nga mga barista dito eh! hahahaha. first name basis na! i don't know why.... for some reason nagaganahan lang talaga ako magupdate ng blog ko lately!

have you ever felt this kind of frustration?

have you ever felt the frustration that everyone seems to be bugging you about your life? wherein they have to constanly offload their problems to you and expects that you solve their problem? sometimes i just want to quit this imposed job of mine and just scream to everyone to back off! don't they realize that i have my own problems to deal with?

sometimes i wish that i could just disappear for a while. i really enjoyed my trip to the states last summer! i got to be myself, and worry only about me! i know it kinda sound selfish but hey, i think i deserve my own time! well, others would think it's selfish but if they really knew me, maybe they wouldn't see it that way!

hmmmm

hmmm...life has been really hard for me lately! well this sem was pure hell! at first i was on cloud nine! well, june and july actually! after that, it was pure hell. i was really hurt and stuff. the pain and anger was there, i haven't cried yet so i don't know if i have really moved on...

as my friend chen would say, maybe i could say that i have finally moved on when i can finally think of him without anger and pain. without thinking of anything else other than him as being someone, as a person.

looking at the bright side of things, my grades are really high this semester. i never expected it. it's just sad that i won't be able to reach the q.p.i. requirement to be a dean's lister. oh well, in any case, im happy about it.

ice cream at long last

my pic eating ice cream!!!!

after a year

after a year i have finally lost around 55 punds. i actually lost 64 pounds pounds but gained the 9 pounds for the last two months. oh well, it's my fault! haven't been dieting and not been able to work out. i just eat a lot of in between meals but i never ate something that is not allowed.

two days ago, i celebrated my anniversary. :)
my doc treated me ice cream! three scoops of haagen dazs people! it was worth it. all the sacrifices have been worth it. there were times when i wanted to cry and regret ever doing it but when i see myself now.... i have to say it was all worth it.